I've been wrestling over the idea of cutting my hair super short for the past few years. In an ideal world, I'd go straight for a no fuss pixie cut, but frankly, I'm scared. I've always had an "It's just hair" attitude, but this would be a pretty drastic change. I'm not a stranger to drastic hair changes. I naturally have pretty light blonde hair, but have been dying it dark brown/black for 10 years. In fact, when I was 17 I walked into the salon with lower back length blonde hair and walked out with chin length brown hair. I've loved it ever since and never looked back. Recently though, I've let my hair get out longer than it's been in 10 years. I have super fine hair, so it constantly mats, is a total pain in the ass to dye, and is just hard to do anything with. As you can probably see from my posts, it's always in a pony tail. Plus, it's too damn hot in Texas during the summer for this much hair!
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| My most recent style before I grew it out and the shortest it's been. |
Here are my super short hair fears...
1. My face isn't feminine enough to pull it off.
2. I'd end up looking like a husky 12 year old boy.
3. My hair is dead straight and it will look too severe because of it.
Now, I know I should probably be brave and not care if my face isn't feminine enough, because hey, I want short hair, but that isn't the case at all. I have this one little thing from when I was 10 years old that plagues me about having short hair. My mom gave me a chili bowl hair cut (yes the dreaded bowl) when I was 10. We went to the mall and I was trying my best to decide between two dolls, when this horrible little girl came up to me and said, "You don't want those, dolls are for girls". I just remember my eyes welling up and saying " but I
am a girl" and walking off with both dolls. So, when it comes to cutting my hair short, I turn into little 10 year old Brooke and the world becomes that mean little bitch.
(Just for a visual here, this is the hairstyle I want. Kind of a longer version of a pixie cut. I also love Rachele's hair from
Nearsighted Owl as it always looks so great! I wish I was good at Photoshop so I could just mock up what I'd look like. If anyone knows how to do that hit me up, cause I think that would be helpful.)
So I come to you my fellow bloggers to ask the question (truly wanting honest opinions!), should I take the plunge? Do you think I could legitimately pull off a longish pixie cut?